I did both, definitely found the scooter physically easier and there was a brief moment I was able to relax and really enjoy it but still wasn't able to relax enough to keep going.
I'm 22
easier said than done, maybe it's just that the space was smaller than I'd be comfortable going any kind of speed in but even on the scooter it felt like it was way too easy to send it flying, maybe it was just the engine sounding like it's doing a lot more than it was tripping me up (going from basically idle to a little accelerator) but it felt like if I put any power into even with the clutch barely out it I'm immediately going way faster than I should. About the falling, is it normal to feel like you're going to fall over? Almost every time I turned I was putting my foot down even though I was barely leaning cause it felt like I was falling over.
I was watching a lot of CBT videos on youtube and they certainly helped me with what to expect but it didn't really calm my nerves when it comes to actually riding. Thank you so much for all your help, I really appreciate it