Id say you were ripped off buddy I had to sign a form on my cbt basically saying i wouldn't sue them if i hurt myself but also insured if i screwed the bike up i wouldn't be charged. on my CBT a guy smashed the front fairing and headlamp lol but they just give him a bit of stick and laughed it off. Seems really poor on them to have you doing the more advanced stuff before you were happy on the throttle, During mine after talking me through the bike they had me sit in neutral and get a feel for the throttle and explained the clutch, then just had me move slightly forward then stop Dont let it put you off, sounds like you were over thinking things and getting stressed. Go to another school, relax and enjoy it will come with practice buddy I can assure you of that, day after my cbt i was contemplating quitting cause i didnt feel safe, 2 weeks on ive done trips down a duel carrigeway at 70 on a 40 min journy no sweat Keep us posted! and lots of experienced riders here who can advise you better than i can. Mike.