Hello! Well most people have had a tumble at some point in their biking life whether on a lesson or after 35 years. I myself have thrown a 125 down the road (grabbing all the front brake in the wet). You're at a point where the learning curve is very steep but we're all still learning every time we go out. You're by no means the first to make a bit of a spoon up in your lessons and you won't be the last! The first question is do you want to carry on? After my down I wanted to carry on. I assessed why it went wrong (I was an idiot) and learnt a good lesson from that. And I wanted to ride again and go on to to my das. The more you ride the more the riding bit becomes subconscious and you can spend more brain power on assessing the road and spotting potential issues before they become a problem. Think of your instructor, he'll assess and learn from what happened and carry on riding because he loves it I'm not going to say you're never going to be in a position where it isn't scary because we've all had squeaky bum moments but your ability to react and assess will improve dramatically with experience and the love of riding out weighs the holymoly eeeep moments. So the second question is, do you want to carry on?